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#Iran was abusing women and protesters.
People don't even NOTICE and observe that all the mental health workers and artists of the world do not organize a intelligent response to organized abuse.
Weapon systems do not fix #MentalHealth - they make it worse.
Dia yang Selalu Mencintaiku
Apa yang membuatmu bersyukur hari ini?
Aku bersyukur, Allah menjauhkanku dari dosa dan aku tahu Dia cemburu padaku jika aku memilih selain Dia. Karena itu, jika banyak orang bisa memainkan berbagai macam genre game, aku hanya bisa melihat dari jauh. Aku melarang diriku sendiri dari game dan series apapun yang mengandung hal yang Allah tak sukai. Meski kadang aku mengintip juga dengan beberapa series. Aku tidak ingin jadi munafik, tapi aku masih manusia biasa yang bisa berbuat salah. Beruntung Dia Maha Pengampun dan paling mengasihi terhadap hamba-Nya. Dia mengampuni seseorang yang jujur akan penyesalan dan bertobat. Aku berusaha sebaik mungkin agar tobatku diterima.
Memang berat untuk selalu ta'at pada Allah, tapi ini adalah hal wajib jika aku benar-benar mencintai-Nya. Dia tidak akan menerima orang yang mengaku cinta di mulut saja. Dia ingin pembuktian. Lagi pula, jujur dari hatiku yang terdalam, cinta Dia kepadaku lebih nyata daripada cinta kedua orang tuaku. Terlebih, orang tuaku membuatku merasa cinta adalah hutang yang harus dibayar.
Hal indah apa yang terjadi belakangan ini?
Meski aku mengalami depresi, aku merasa diriku tercerahkan. Hatiku dibukakan, melihat dunia dengan lebih empati. Memang penyakit ini melemahkan, tapi dengan adanya penyakit ini, aku mulai lebih bisa berempati pada orang lain.
Aku tahu depresi sangat buruk bagi pikiran, dan aku bersyukur Allah masih membimbingku untuk tetap melakukan kebaikan. Meski kecil. Meski hanya dengan perkataan baik. Hanya dengan senyuman, meski di dalam hancur. Aku tak ingin dendam. Sungguh, sudah banyak ketidak adilan di dunia ini. Mengapa harus menambah sesuatu yang membuat dunia semakin kelam?
Sisi terang dari depresi yang ku alami, aku bisa lebih terhubung dengan perasaan seseorang. Meski mereka bahkan belum berbicara. Dan aku berharap kekuatan ini tetap menjadikanku hidup. Dan aku harap kehadiranku di dunia bisa sedikit memberi senyuman pada orang yang tengah bersedih. Karena, cara termudah untuk bahagia adalah dengan berbagi kebahagiaan itu sendiri.
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YouTube als FIFA-Partner + Claude-Abschied aus Pentagon + Mastercard mit Stablecoin-Firma + PayPal-Abschied von Google-Wallet + Beschwerde nach Schuldaten-Klau
#Anthropic #Blockchain #Cybercrime #Datenleck #Datenschutz #Google #hoDaily #Journal #Kryptowährung #Kreditkarten #Militär #OpenAI #Paypal #Smartwatch #YouTube #news
[#TRADESHOW] The #Personal #Care and #Homecare #Ingredients #Trade #Show (#PCHI) 2026 will be held from March 18 to March 20, 2026, at #Hangzhou Grand #Exhibition #Center. As #China’s No.1 #sourcing #platform for the #global #PersonalCare and homecare #industry, PCHI is an #innovation-driven #event #connecting ingredient #suppliers, finished #product #manufacturers, #packaging and #machinery #providers, and testing specialists #worldwide. https://cnbusinessforum.com/event/the-personal-care-and-homecare-ingredients-trade-show-pchi-2026/
I saw someone just complain they were #bored ... wouldn't that be nice?
I can still my #thoughts and take a few moments to myself, but there's always something that needs doing.
From hobbies to paperwork to server maintenance to vacuuming the floor.. oh it would be such a luxury to be bored!
Well that's all I have time for, I have an appointment in 20 minutes! 🥹
UI Changes
I tweaked the UI for the Feed and Explore pages to match what I had in the early days of Inkwell before users joined. I also tried to improve how the content from the Fediverse shows up. I thought it would be neat to have the pages resemble a book and scroll left and right instead of up and down. There is more work to do, but I’m going to have to call it a night. I’m an early riser, and my day job took it out of me today.
I hope you all don’t mind the changes.
Today, I took a moment to focus on internal process optimization and personal wellness. It’s all about consistency, regular output, and maintaining a healthy flow to ensure peak performance in everything I do. Grateful for the relief that comes with a successful delivery. #Wellness #Efficiency #ProcessOptimization #ConsistencyIsKey
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Unsere App-Auswahl lockt kleine und große Frischluft-Muffel nach draußen. Eine Expertin erklärt, wie Sie Digitales und Natur sinnvoll verbinden.
"We want to align with the growing focus on conscious eating and wellness"
https://www.hortidaily.com/article/9819829/we-want-to-align-with-the-growing-focus-on-conscious-eating-and-wellness/?utm_source=flipboard&utm_content=Econopass%2Fmagazine%2FFLIPBOARD+EXCHANGE+FEED+%F0%9F%97%9E%EF%B8%8F
Piano Conti was set up as a Producer Organisation in Sicily about a year ago, and now boasts 33 member farms. Production focuses mainly on fresh …
#wellness #healthyfood
YSU's Guin Fit launches health, wellness podcast
https://www.wfmj.com/story/53481174/ysus-guin-fit-launches-health-wellness-podcast?utm_source=flipboard&utm_content=Econopass%2Fmagazine%2FFLIPBOARD+EXCHANGE+FEED+%F0%9F%97%9E%EF%B8%8F
Guin Fit is a community wellness initiative funded through the CDC’s Racial and Ethnic Approaches to Community Health (REACH) 2023–2028 cooperative …
#wellness
How Luxury Hotels Are Making Wellness Sustainable
https://www.forbes.com/sites/indrabatilahiri/2026/03/16/how-luxury-hotels-are-making-wellness-sustainable/?utm_source=flipboard&utm_content=Econopass%2Fmagazine%2FFLIPBOARD+EXCHANGE+FEED+%F0%9F%97%9E%EF%B8%8F
Wellness travel has seen a significant surge in the last few years, as rising burnout, stress and post-pandemic health conditions have led to overall wellbeing increasingly being seen as a priority, rather than an indulgence. The global wellness market is expected to hit around $9.8 trillion by …
#wellness #travel
Bliish?
Kemarin aku menemukan post tentang website Bliish.com. Aku masih bingung konsep dari website ini. Chatroom? Hmm… Entahlah. Style dari website ini membuat nostalgia. Apakah aku harus bergabung? Mungkin aku akan bergabung. Aku penasaran dengan website ini.
Oh, rupanya jika aku mengetik alamat url akan langsung terdeteksi. Keren. Tapi kadang, jika aku menambahkan url sendiri pada suatu kata di mobile, setelah menekan spasi dan menulis kata baru, kata tersebut kadang masih dianggap sebagai kata yang memiliki url. Contohnya ini. Lihat kan, dia masih nyambung. Aku sudah menekan batal dan kata ini masih nyambung dengan link. Aaaaaaa….
Oke, membuat paragraf baru membuatnya terputus. Mungkin aku harus menulis kalimat hingga habis baru salah satu kata ku tambahkan url agar tidak nyambung ke kata baru selanjutnya. Coba lagi, ini contohnya. Lah iya. Jadi aku harus menyelesaikan kalimat dulu baru bisa tambah link. Lucu juga ya. Sepertinya @stanton harus memperbaiki hal ini.
Bulk Edit Posts
I realized today, through some user feedback, that there was no way to bulk manage posts (delete, privacy, and tags). You will now notice there is a page ‘Posts’ found under section III. Library in the navigation pane to do just that.
Check it out and let me know what you think!
The Road Not Taken
What's a fork in the road you didn't take? Do you ever wonder what that other version of you is doing?
This is a good prompt, and it's one that really made me step back and think about past choices I've made that could've ended differently and altered my timeline.
While not as profound as missing a flight because I was late, subsequently preventing me from boarding the plane which then crashed not long after take off, I still feel one decision stands out above the rest.
Back when I was a senior in high school, I was checking out different colleges around the area (read: Ohio) like most high school students normally did. One college in particular stands out, Ashland University. I was still undecided on what I wanted as a career, so I was looking at schools that offered what I liked at the time; art, design, & coding/programming to name a few.
Anyhow, I ultimately decided against Ashland, but only because I was undeclared and it was a private college which meant it was expensive, and I didn’t want to owe a bunch of money for a major I wasn’t even sure about studying.
A few years later, I ended up meeting my wife through random chance. Since we’re 22 days apart in age, it means we graduated high school around the same time and would’ve been in college as well. After talking about education and colleges, I learned that she was also going to attend Ashland University the same time I would have.
Not that we would’ve crossed paths since the campus is a decent size and our majors were completely different, I’ve always wondered what would’ve happened if we did meet at college? Would we have stuck through and ended up married after college? Separated after graduation if our majors took us to different locations?
Regardless, that’s one of the roads not taken that led me to something better.
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Hilfesuche bei Steam-Ermittlungen + Milliarden-Auftrag für Anduril + Telefonzellen für Offline-Moskau + Gimp in neuer Version + Update für Hotpach-Windows-11
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Midnight Ride
I want to write my day (14/03) as it was quite an adventure and not feeling content writing it fully anywhere. So here you go, my first post!
My feeling that day, was quite terrible, I think? With the quarrel happened, I think I felt all these feelings combined: frustration, hurt, sad, helplessness, stress, rejection, lonely, regret, disrespect, disappointment, abandonment, worthless. All in all, depressed? I knew if I just stayed in my room, I would feel worse, so I decided to go out and have some nice things.
At first my plan was to dinner-watch movie-suhoor. But it was already 8 PM and with the preparation time plus 15-20 minutes trip I most likely wouldn’t make it to 8.45 PM showing time so I cancelled it… I then left my place at 8ish PM and arrived at Gandaria City at 8.25 PM. A bit surprised since there were still many people coming in just like me lol. Bought a matcha from Molly right away then went upstairs to Sushiro to get some dinner. Oh, there was a Tiktok event at ground floor and Vierra was somehow performing there too. Was distracted by them when I was going upstairs that I missed my floor lol.
Sat at the bar in Sushiro, promised myself to not eat too much as I would be having another full meal again at 12AM. Promised held as I only ate like 4 plates and 2 tempuras. It’s been so long since I had their Salmon nigiri, and the meltiness of it reminded me why I like them 🤤 sadly the tempura (mozzarella stick and shrimp katsu) was too oily it made me felt sick somehow(??) no to mention the mozzarella stick also quite hollow, quite different compared to when I first had them ~2 months ago. The person beside me had her friends joined, 1+3 person, but the seats on each bar table were only 3 so 1 person sat in my seat lol. Didn’t engage much with him but when I left, he spilled something on the tablet and looking for tissue, so I pointed at the tissue in my (our) table. Paid, asked for stamp and got offered their merchandise (as the reward, even though I already got their coaster months ago), the options were similar as last time: coaster and fan, but there were new ones: sticker and notebook. The sticker was very cute! But for some reason I also wanted the notebook! In the end I chose the sticker….
Then I went to Watsons and Sociolla, looking for a lip tint. Didn’t find anything interesting (tried some but when I swab it with my finger and put it on my lips it felt so sticky and heavy?wtf I think it was DMB Hydraglow and something else) so went downstairs and strolled around Guardian. My choice fell on Tavi (I have wanted to try this for quite long time, but kinda forgot about it as only looking at the color online didn’t really make me interested), based on the tester available I think the color that suits me the most was Ceylon (back home when I searched it online turns out they have another color that would suit me better, and 18K cheaper as well 😔). Since I was quite sad I decided to splurge on some things (not wise). Found a Earth Love Life perfume (I remember I wanted one back then) offering quite big discount (even compared to online!) but no tester so I just chose it as per my Carousel search history….it was Forest Therapy variant (when I tried it home turns out I don’t really like it compared to my other wish list (see you in years, Samosir and Philea…). I also bought a set of tooth brush (I still have 2) and a Azarine sunscreen (that I already have 1 in stock, just bought). Strolled again multiple times looking for, idk, exfoliator? But nothing caught my eyes. And I also kinda wanted Hada Labo Premium Lotion (toner, actually) but online is cheaper lol and I still have a big bottle of toner (more than half left) so I didn’t buy it. In total (with the spunboung bag) I spent ~411K…
The time was reaching 10PM so many stores were closing already, sad that I hadn’t go around Sanfu/M&G. So yeah I left. I have planned to ride around the town and go to Pagi Sore Cipete branch. First went through Blok M area but it was still crowded… Straightaway reconsidered going to Cipete. Continued my ride up to Gajah Mada area, at first I wanted to go to Kota but then I went to my old office instead! Jl. Bandengan Selatan!! It’s been 3 and half years!!! I got excited on my own from this point onwards lol. Then went to Pluit, turned right in Jembatan 2 (or 3?idk honestly). Passed through Emporium Pluit and Pluit Village. Afterwards I only relied on my guts 😀. I thought I could go up to PIK, which almost happened! I really didn’t use any navigation apps, just go wherever my bike go (okay I lied a bit I actually followed the signage but still I just turned left on all intersection). Sadly I didn’t really reach PIK area, the wind hitting my eyes made me sleeply…the wind was also chilly…my stomach also didn’t feel good…so yeah I made a hard decision to turn around and go back home 😥 from this point I started using Google Maps lol.
But again, I relied on my guts. Only stopped once to check the maps cause I felt a bit nauseated (my symptom when I get lost, lol). My plan was to go through Slipi-Kebayoran-then Pagi Sore in Bintaro-Home. So yeah, successfully back in Jembatan 3! I should know the road from here, as I had been regular for 3 and half years, right? Even though I passed by here the latest was 2022, right? At first it went sailing smooth, successfully passed Season City and Grogol through the many trucks in the traffic lol. Passed by the train track too, then in awe since there were Transjakarta bus no 9! Woah…they passed here too…then I missed my flyover. LMAO. I didn’t sense the road was familiar, that’s why I realized I missed it lol. Checked my maps, I was in Daan Mogot? Wherever that was. Based on maps, to go back home, I could turn left and go through Jl. Panjang. Okay then, I saw I could pass by Nurul Nopal too lol I could take photo here to share to my friends. The trip here was kinda long? Felt the time went by so slowly, it was dark too. Still haven’t passed by Nurul Nopal but lo behold, I passed by PAGI SORE KEDOYA BRANCH!!! I really didn’t expect or plan this, so I was very excited here and turn around right away 😭
(12AM already) First time here so I didn’t have any expectation other than it being crowded. But woah??? The place was luxurious??? I sat and straightaway the waitress laying down the menus on my table. Heck yeah!!!!!! Ordered rendang, jangek, and hot orange too (which was very tasty!). At first I wanted to eat a lot, at the very least rendang and ayam gulai. But since I still didn’t feel really hungry I only ate rendang. But then another waitress put udang bakar and udang balado! I could NOT resist it so yeah… I also ate udang bakar, which was VERY sweet and delicious!!! Sadly, the rendang was a bit hard and too spicy to my level so the udang (and the orange) is the clear winner here 😎. One thing that also shocked me was the rice? They gave me one big bowl but they said it was free refill and only counted as 1. I only had a bit tho, just 1 spoon. What would they do with the rest of it? Combine it with other leftover rice, which a bit unhygienic, or throw it away? Towards the end I felt full already but I used all my strength to finish it. I estimated the total would be 200K, and bullseye! It was indeed 200K and with tax, 220K. Thought the udang would be >100K, rendang 40K, jangek rice and orange @20K but I was wrong lol.
Arrived home at 1AM, decided to do my laundry (I planned to go to my parents in the evening) and since I only have 1 bucket, I couldn’t shower with warm water 💔 so I just showered quickly. Then I realized I missed that Nurul Nopal, lol. Then I watched a movie and ate some cookies! One of it was dubai chewy cookies, the fillings were nice I liked it but the chocolate dust on the mochi was too bitter for me and it got everywhere 😑 Finished everything at 4AM then sleep and the woke up at 1PM 😂😂😂😂😂😂
Mobile Updates
Spent my birthday playing Pokopia and trying to improve the mobile experience for Inkwell. I hadn’t put much thought into the mobile UI/UX beyond making sure it worked. After many iterations, I think it is in a better place.
I’m sure there are still holes, so testers, breakers, and general feedback are appreciated.
The app works if you add it to your homescreen, but there are still issues with the magic auth sign-in. Right now, you need to sign in through your mobile browser before adding it to your homescreen. I’m investigating that and hoping to get it fixed.
Log of what’s new:
Bottom tab bar — Feed, Explore, Write, Notifications, and Profile are now one tap away instead of living behind the hamburger menu
Menu — swipe right or tap the menu icon for the full Table of Contents navigation, styled more like the desktop sidebar with the paper texture and Roman numeral sections
Swipe gestures on feed cards — swipe right to ink, swipe left to bookmark
Pull-to-refresh — pull down on the feed to refresh, more like a native app
Better entry reading — larger text, wider margins, and more breathing room on small screens
Next step is trying to get the app onto Google Play, but I need an Android device first. I’m trying to find a hand-me-down before buying one. No huge rush though. This already feels dramatically better to me.
If you check it out, let me know what works, what feels weird, or what breaks!
3am wake up call
Again, I wake up at some ungodly hour, 3 AM this time, to my ADHD and OCD arguing over something that happened 30+ years ago. It’s not like the focused upon situation is something that effects my life or is in any way a topic of importance. Here I’ll lay it out for you.
The story so far…
Way back in 1988 I was finishing failing out of high school due to, I now understand was, undiagnosed neurodivergence. Add this to the fact that I was living in a very rural, out in the middle of nowhere, podunk, backwater and you can see I was in for a whole lot of trouble. My highly religious community (church, school, townsfolk) all decided that it was a Spiritual and Self-Discipline problem. So I was told quite often that I was weak and needed to spend more time with the Lord.
I did. Nothing changed.
I was ostracized by my family and friends and received nothing but angry and scared looks in public.
Feeling so out of place I did the obvious thing and turned toward the Punk movement. I liberally mixed, punk, new wave, and new romantic style into my wardrobe. Now the townspeople thought I was gay. I wasn’t, and if I had been I would have been loud about that too. That didn’t stop my neighbor from putting a bullet in me as I rode my motorcycle past his house.
By this time, I felt useless, a pariah. I had two friends from high school who were the only two people who mattered to me. I had told people that I was closer to these two than I was with my own family.
Things had gotten quite bad and I needed to get out of that town. I worked all summer long and saved up my money. I bought a one-way ticket to Europe and wandered around for a few months until I ran out of money and had to come home. I really needed that break, and to see that the way people here in the US and deep rural, isn’t the only way to live.
I came home a bit refreshed, but that didn’t last very long. Nothing at home had changed. I was still a spiritual and social pariah. I really needed to hang out with my friends. I called them up, said, “Hey, I’m back. Let’s get together. Let me know when your free and we’ll hang out!”
“Sounds great!” They replied. “We’ll call you.”
and I never heard from them again. After that no one returned my phone calls or responded to me in anyway.
A few years later, things were still the same, but by now I was to the point of being suicidal. I didn’t tell anyone, I wasn’t looking for attention. I felt useless and barely tolerated. I was remind often of how much I disappoint God and should pull my shit together.
Neurological issues don’t work that way. I was unable to pull my shit together.
Now it was the early 90s and I had heard that one of my old friends was living close to my parents house. I had heard that he had become a pastor. I thought, great, perhaps now we can have an honest conversation and I can find out what heinous thing I did to cause them to just never speak to me again. By this point I was at the end of my rope, panicked and thinking about suicide. This conversation could make it go either way. I felt that I was useless to those around me and to God.
I went there and we got a moment on his patio to talk. I asked him what happened to cause him and the other guy to just never speak to me again. I was really hoping for a bit of closure. He was completely unaware that my decision to end it all or keep going was going to be greatly influenced by this conversation. That is probably why his response was, “Dude, you got weird.”
That hurt. I had been “weird” my whole life. This was nothing new. It was a non answer. He then proceeded to spend the next 45 minutes telling me all the wonderful things he and his wife were doing for the Lord. They made it perfectly clear that God does not care for people like me, by their inability to be real, authentic, or to see past themselves. Just like all of my spiritual teachers at church. It all boiled down to the same crap.
You need to discipline yourself and get right with God.
Thankfully my friends lack of compassion and inability to see a friend in pain convinced me that if I was this useless to God and he doesn’t care for “people like me” then I was not worthless. I was free. No more carrying the weight of other peoples expectations of me.
The story now…
Now in my gang of Neurodivergent traits is one named OCD. OCD loves to grab onto a subject and never let go. Like a little bulldog that guy. Then he gets ADHD to join into the conversation and I wake up in the middle of the night to their conversation. Usually they rotate subjects and it would only happen a couple of times a month. Then, due to circumstances beyond my control, I had to move back to that rural town that I had grown up in. Now it was 35 years later. Now it happens once or twice a week due to the fact that when I look out the window, or go grocery shopping, I’m driving past all of the little places that these things happened.
Now I wake up at ungodly hours of the night with my mind trying desperately to figure out what the hell I did. Then I can’t sleep. Then I walk in circles in the dark in my house. Sometimes I’m angry and cursing. Sometimes I’m hurting, in pain, and weeping.
Thankfully I have inkwell.social to puke these things into words so I don’t go, get on Facebook, and write them to the two fools who ditched me.
I really need some sleep.
Image by Thomas Wilken from Pixabay